Wednesday, October 12, 2011

vida . arte . yo

Woah, your first ever solo exhibition will be in about two weeks.  How do you feel?
In the past 3 years, one dream after another came true.  I have become a witness/participant to the possibility of life.  This show is going to be the first official climax of the journey.  Since I landed in Barcelona, the only thought on my mind is this artwork I’m making.  Now that it is coming alive, my heart is in awe.

I am also amazed at your growth here.  Your life, art, and self are all connected at last.  Like trinity, they are inseparable.  Art transcends through self while life is awakening self.  Self creates art while art is expressing life.  Life inspires art while self is living life.  Sounds like an art theory lecture, ha…
It is not an easy concept to fully grasp.  Words can explain to a certain extent but have their limitation.  That’s when art comes in, taking our mind to heartfelt insights and soulful territories.

We certainly sound like one of those profound artists.  How would you describe the taste of this particular period?
Like authentic spring water…  One that is fresh but full of aftertaste.  Each day the sun softens my whole being and the sea extends my horizon.   I feel rejuvenated!

Even when you have to work day & night for your art?  Not exhausted?
Time will fly.  Before I know it, tomorrow will the opening of my show.  It is important to savor each bit and piece of the creative process in slow motion.  Never in my life has art been so vibrantly linked with every breath I’m taking.  You can’t imagine the joy of this artistic enlightenment.  Yes, it is hard work, and I do get tired from time to time, but that is the point!  I want to fully embrace everything, including the bitter, sour, sweet, and salty part.

I have faith this exhibition will become much more than a mere showcase.  Each move and decision you make is transforming your being from inside out.  Like your friends said, “You are having the time of your life.”  Yet I better let you get back to work as we know each blog entry usually take at least half a day to finish.
That’s right, love.  Gracias!  Using this time as a pause for high-speed motor, I need to record the present tense.  If I journal about the experience afterward, it will only be a reflection.  I am NOW capturing the very moment of writing in the gallery with my massive baby behind me.  He will grow into a representation of the subconscious realm.  Shall be patient to see the outcome though.

時間一分一秒地過去,距離開幕的日子日漸迫近,眼看巨大的裝置慢慢成形,心中有百般滋味,起初只是著一個信念和一顆赤子之心來歐洲闖蕩、但一連串的機遇已經載我到生命的一個里程碑,第一個個展固然重要,但更深刻的是在這個過程中,生命、藝術與內心終於融為一體,每一口氣、每一步,我的藝術都穿梭於其中,如今不再只有自己在創作,幻變的人生也在時時刻刻地啟示著我,雖然藝術正在拖著我走,但只要生命改變航道,我倆都會隨之而漂浮到下一個目的地,這個概念可能比較難用文字表達及理解,所以今次的展覽將會有平面畫作、立體裝置及行為舞蹈等多個媒介去展示三者的微妙關係。

熾熱的
熊火繼續漫延,連那些枯死了的夢都一併燒起來,我已作好準備,義無反顧地傾出真我,以單純的心去創作這件有靈魂的作品, 開花之日,不遠矣


 It's time to visit the famous Sagrada Familia by Antoni Gaudi!  The ongoing construction is expected to finish in 2025 - one hundred years after Gaudi died. 
Both sides of the church give completely different feeling - it's even more strange now that I realize the lighting was not the same when I took picture of the front & the back.
The phenomenon interior!  Felt like I walked in a scene in Final Fantasy.  Deep respect for Gaudi & everyone ever involved in this project. 
The light, the height, the color, the geometry - together they took my breath away.  I wonder how it would be like to sit still and meditate inside without any tourist around.
Gaudi's Pedrera is also a nicely organic design, but I have to admit all the others feel less impressive after seeing the peak of his artistic development - Sagrada Familia.
Does it look like a local area in Hong Kong or what?
After 6 years, Irene & I met not in the US or HK, but in BCN!!!  What a coincidence?!
Friends from studio gathered as one of the artists, Roesja (2nd from the left) was having an exhibition at the end of her stay.
An authentic Catalan restaurant.  Got to love those huge candles.  They even serve unlimited free wine tasting as you're waiting for the seats.  Wohoo!  Too bad I'm not a heavy drinker.
3 course meal for only 6 at this Egyptian looking place.  Cheap food rules!
Have Spanish lesson twice a week on the 2/F at this center.  "Hablo poco español!"
Bossa Jazz!!!  Thanks to Tania's recommendation.  Felt at home with the music for my soul.
Lovely friends making dinner at home.  I could only witnessed the process but not tasted the result.  :(
What's going on?  Another one of those alien invading earth movies?  NO WAY!!!
YES, but those aliens are called fire dragons during Fiesta La Mercè.  These funny looking demons danced around with fireworks in their hands while people tried to run toward & away from them.  At some point, it did feel like scenes from those "end of the world" films.
Different feel from the fiesta - upcycle interactive installation at parc de la ciutadella.
Various shows were happening in the park, but this particular performance stroke me with the combination of dancing and rock-climbing.  A freaking strong but elegant lady!
It's especially amusing to see another fiesta in my local neighborhood because the crowd is not huge but warm.  Grannies all came out swinging their bodies in the plaza.
Run, everyone, it's dinosaur! No kidding!  He came to spice up our cozy little street.
Guess where I was?
Bingo!  A make up studio for movies!
And the Oscar goes to... my cute friend David!  Gosh, it's @#*$%^ HEAVY...
A studio activity - drawing skyline from the sailboat of the directors.
Falling in love with the sun & the sea...
Watched a photographer works about stories of people living along the mediterranean sea projected on the sail one evening.  Excellent way to show it & terrific time to hang out.
Experiment with Lena - yes, I was dancing & splashing paint again.
Love the humongous "t-shirt" behind us.  Well, it's actually an abandoned curtain.
At last, the secret is revealed.  You get to see parts of the progress...
It's growing, growing, and growing...
And it shall continue to grow till the opening on Oct 27th.

Wednesday, September 14, 2011

Muy Bien

Close your eyes.  Take a deep breath.  Exhale slowly.  It doesn’t matter what is happening these days.  Relax.  There is no right or wrong in this space.  It’s okay even if you don’t know what you’re doing or think you have messed up. Take your time to calm your mind.  Thoughts may come, and you may feel troubled.  Tell yourself it’s fine.  Try not to hang on to them and let them pass.  This is where you can feel safe – simply be who you are.

Now, tell me, what do you see?

Glowing bright light.  My vision is filled.  My body is wrapped.  All my worries are being melted away.  It is powerful but peaceful.  The waves are singing.  The breezes are dancing.  My whole being is at ease.  Don’t have to do anything else.  I can rest in the source.  THIS is where I belong.

Barcelona is a paradise.  The sun is out all the time.  Everyone has a smile on his or her face.  I was immediately refreshed by the positive energy of this city.  Yet as the holiday mood started to fade down after a few days, I was stripped naked once again.  Various conflicting emotions started to arouse.  The dark side was creeping out.  Are you scared to find out the very thing you despise lies within you?  What do you do now?  Beat up yourself?  Say all kinds of nasty words as a punishment to your heart?

Or none of the above.  Being nude on a nearby beach, I did meditation and tai chi to reconcile with my soul.  The radiating light reassures me that growth is on the way.  This strength inside me will liberate me to do what I come here for – my first solo exhibition.  Images are forming.  Passion is burning. Energy is flowing.  I am more than ready to work, but I shall be patient.   The ideas are sinking in while the materials are being collected on the street.  No rush.  My art will blossom in time.

我的夏天,終於來了! 巴賽隆納總是彌漫著自由的氣息,只是到了一星期,我已經有被解放的感覺,於懶洋洋的沙灘上,我脫下最後的防線,赤裸裸地以冥想及太極去面對自己的陰暗面,今次不再是罵和厭惡,而是在强大温暖的日光下,與內心調和,那度不住增長的亮光提醒我:「成長指日可待,變近在咫尺。


創作靈感源源不絕地湧現,能量與熱情水火交融,但我要有耐性,讓想法沉澱 ,讓物料出現,經過倫敦的心靈洗禮後,心中的那團火正在熾熱地燃燒,期待我的藝術在巴賽隆納開花之日。 

Only 5 minutes walk to Barcelonata Beach!  Wohoo, I have already gone swimming 5 times since I got here.
On the left, Estudio Nómada, where I will be creating my art.  On the right, one street in the neighborhood.
For more info: http://www.estudio-nomada.com/
Interior of the studio.
An open second floor!
Wander into Mercat de La Boqueria and enjoyed grandma making us a sandwich.
Conney was too shy to show her face while I have become so used to the camera, haha!
We pass by museu d'història de catalunya & port as we walk to the studio everyday.
In awe of the magnificent sky view from the port.
A quiet walk by the beach at night is a soothing experience.
First touristy thing I did - Font Màgica.  To be honest, the waves of people holding up their cameras was as stunning as the fountain.  Look at how my photo-taking device turned the fountain into an explosion.
Now this looks more like it!  At some point, the movement of the water almost felt like northern light.
After standing for so long, we decided to sit on grass and watch how the aliens connect with people on earth.
A day out on the Montgat Nord Beach with friends from studio.
Time to eat under the shade.
Later we took a little "hike" and got on top of the little hill.
Away from the crowd on the beach, this place was so peaceful.  Perfect timing for meditation!
How can I miss out on couch surfing event in Barcelona?  A language exchange picnic at Parc de la Ciutadella. 
I thought wandering in London was fun.  It's even more enjoyable to aimlessly walk around Barcelona with a note book.
Feel free to join granny people-watching on public chairs when you are tired. 
Celebrating mid-Autumn Festival with friends on the beach!
Without bamboo sticks to hold the lanterns, we could be creative to build a simple structure using pizza box.  Under the same moon as friends in other part of the world, we said "salud"!
Trash picking is a common activity in Barcelona.  Various kinds of people walk around to find treasure in their eyes.
The shopping cart is obviously too small for everything we want.  Lucky we had 8 pairs of strong arms, ha...
Our kill of the night and delightful tapas to reward such hard work!
Street view from my home.  It's funny to hear people shouting, laughing, and throwing things in their apartment.
My web site has officially been launched!  Check it out check it out!
http://www.winstonlau.info/